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D’var Torah Bo

Shabbat Shalom from Bruce Washburn:
– Some selected references from Phil Bloom:
“Free your heart from hatred.” – Leviticus 19:17
“Free your mind from worry.” – Talmud Yevamot 63b
“Live simply.” – Psalm 116:6
“Give more.” -Deuteronomy 15:11
“Expect less.” Jerimiah 45:5
Here is this week’s D’var Torah:

Stuck in Redemption
Bex Stern-Rosenblatt

It’s hard to read Exodus. It’s hard to make sense of a God who is clearly intervening in history, acting out miracles, and yet is willing to let so much suffering happen. This one dreadful story, this experience of the worst suffering followed by the experience of the highest awakening, meeting God at Mount Sinai, is meant to be a one-time event. This is the suffering to end all suffering. This should be the final experience, the last time we have to live through something like this. For our children and children’s children, it should be a story, a memory passed down and revered, but it should not be their lives. The drama, the big signs that God displays, are to make it a better, bigger story. We are commanded, over and over again, to tell this story to our children. It’s almost as if we are trying to cast some protection over them. If God makes the story dramatic enough, if we tell the story well enough, it will never have to happen again.

The problem, of course, is it does happen again. As we recite in our haggadah, not just in one time and in one generation, but in every time and in every generation they rise up against us to destroy us. And the Holy One, Blessed Be He, rescues us from their hand. The Exodus changes from a singular event, which formed us as a people and whose remembrance was meant to sustain us as a people, to the paradigm through which we understand all other events. In every generation since and in our own generation today we look out for Pharaoh. We experience terrible suffering. And we demand of ourselves and of God a way out, a way to survive.

The solution, of course, is that it does happen again. As a people, we do survive Pharaoh, not just in the Exodus generation, but in every generation. We continue. We live on, to suffer, to fight, to be redeemed again and again. Just as we begin to worry about how to turn the experiences of our parents and grandparents into stories that we can transmit to our children, history repeats. We live the Exodus not as a story told on Passover but as a lifeboat, as a promise that we will survive this moment too. The suffering that is detailed in the Exodus story becomes not excess or signs of God’s absence, but the promise of God’s eventual presence in our own lives.

We still wish for something better. It is not enough. In every generation, we pray that it will be different for our children. The haftarah this week happens hundreds of years after the Exodus. Once again, we are dealing with Egypt. Once again, Egypt is harshly punished, this time by the Babylonians. Once again, we are redeemed. This time, we dream of a better future, an end to the need of the Exodus story. We read, in Jeremiah 46:27, “And you, my servant Jacob, do not fear. Do not be afraid, Israel. Because I am here, delivering you from afar, returning your children from the land of their captivity. And Jacob will return and all will be still and peaceful. And no one will make him afraid.”


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